New Project: cathARTic explorer

I have incepted a new project called cathARTic explorer. This is a combination of nature and creativity to reach catharsis for healing, so the pathway is called ‘cathartic explorer’ via cathartic art. Think of this like being an arctic explorer – both dangerous and thrilling at the same time as that is what it feels like to face an uncharted territory. I have been practicing cathartic arts for years and have finally decided to take it up a notch and to inspire others to do the same. No, I don’t hold a degree in art therapy however it is not necessary to have to experience creative catharsis on your own, nor do I need one to share my ideas with others. I have designed a brochure for this project but it also works as stand alone infographics. Below you will find some videos I composed on TikTok. I like to use this platform as a creative expressive outlet as it provides many editing tools, effects, filters and a huge library of music to add to the videos. So essentially, my videos are a form of healing art coming from a mindful baseline.

More about my background

In my training I have learned I need to “walk the talk”, I also need to prove it, and I have. I am not coming from a clinical counselling background but rather a designer who has experienced life-long anxiety challenges. So I feel called to share with others, what helps me.

For the creative, technical and delivery aspect of this project, I pull from all of my academic training: BA in Image Arts, MA in Communication and Technology, Certificates in e-Learning and Digital Media. This is combined with my wellness training: Mental Health Ambassador using the REAL-SF framework, Ecotheraputic Guide focusing on indoor and outdoor sources, Healing with the Arts for addressing the self critic, mindful training: MBSR practices and mindful-based Art Therapy (to be completed in July) for catharsis release, and Reflexology for self-applied tension relief. Additionally, I will integrate my self-directed studies of Scandinavian cultural history and archeology focusing on creating your name with bindrunes for ritual practice. I also have drama and theatre arts production training.

I am a peer-to-peer facilitator in what I practice – cathartic art – using mostly digital technology and handcrafting. I do not provide clinical counselling or treat for mental health disorders as that is not my area of training or expertise. I may however recommend a mental health professional should I feel someone is in need of help.

This training exposé is the backbone for my life’s work and proves my learning commitment and capability to you. Living my life with an anxiety disorder, I have found that through nature and creativity comes an incredible form of relief, enjoyment and purpose. I spent my earlier years as an experimental filmmaker whose films about mental health transited the film festival circuit and independent TV (Hot Docs nominee for Neurofeedback about mental health, Victoria Film Festival gift recipient for Breaching about orca captivity, Canada Arts Council for Sea of Souls about animism, as well Images Film Festival, Zed CBC, Knowledge Network, W Network and others). Visit my past portfolio site for more examples. I have returned to these roots to bring you with me into this uncharted territory, you will find your capabilities are limitless.

Who is this for and what to expect

Various types of mediums and outcomes are possible through this pathway and the process will be delivered both in-person and through e-learning. You will have the opportunity to produce your own cathartic stories through nature art, experimental videos, images, cards, and crafts. See my previous post about the Luna Saga for an example of my own story where you will have full exclusive access to that work through a video version, so you can see the outcome of a 20 years in the making cathartic story. Also, completing my masters thesis helped me to resolve my anxiety with a traumatic situation I faced so that I could finally write my Luna Saga. So from my own personal experience, I feel this pathway could be beneficial for those who want to learn how to creatively bolster digital tools to address stress, fear, grief, self-esteem, discrimination, bullying etc but is open to anyone who wants to manage personal / professional well-being. So to recap:

You:

  1. are not to here to seek clinical counselling and diagnosis
    • but requires listening and compassionate guidance
  2. want to explore natural forms of healing
    • through mindfulness and ecotherapy
  3. are seeking to explore creativity with digital tools
    • using a digital device, Canva, TikTok, YouTube and apps
  4. are looking to tell a cathartic story
    • through image, video, card making
  5. want to establish a ritual routine going forward
    • combining nature, creativity and catharsis

I will employ the following learning strategies: eLearning Infographics. You will be trained in the digital medium(s) of your choice through the process, given the support you need to see it through and fun rituals for going forward. To recap my areas of creative expertise are:

Digital and natural mediums:

  1. image capture through digital device & manipulation with apps
  2. producing experimental videos & vlogs for TikTok and YouTube
  3. blogging with WordPress
  4. collage and (story / oracle / tarot) card production with Canva
  5. nature-based handcrafting

Outcomes:

  1. identify creative project goals
  2. establish mindful & nature therapy practice
  3. apply creative and digital tool training
  4. produce cathartic art
  5. implement a personal craft ritual

Prerequisite: Recommended but not required Wellness in the Digital Age

Required: A digital device

Estimated delivery: Late summer / early fall

Disclaimer: This pathway is intended for adults and is not a diagnosis, treatment or replacement for medical treatment, clinical mental health counselling or art psychotherapy.

Banner photo: Greenland glacier by Maria Peronino ©2023

Below is a collection of creative arts videos and pieces I have made over the last couple of years. I begin with flying over Greenland music video; seeing the landmass first hand was one of the most epic sights I have laid my eyes on and has become the metaphor for this project. From there you can see an example of an intuitively designed bindrune made in nature and different examples and mediums of my cathartic arts. You can see more on my TikTok and YouTube Channels.

@sporespirit

Inspired by Icelandic magical staves. But this is assembled intuitively, there’s no message here. I dont practice magic perse, I practice ecotheapy and mindfulness to calm my nervous system. #shadow #vancouverisland #sticks #craft #nature

♬ as the light fades – a vow
@sporespirit

I made this story card deck as a prototype book idea, talking about the dreams that I had about Luna, and how I came to know him. It’s somethung I’ve carried for a long time but also took me this long to realize the bigger picture. #cards #handmade #luna #orca #book #storycards #dreams #memoir #saga #mythology

♬ In the Air Tonight – Natalie Taylor
@sporespirit

Here’s a glimpse of some of my art therapy. I have not drawn in a while because of tendonitis pain my #arttherapy #art #therapy #healing #expression #creativity #collage #painting #drawing

♬ Autumn Leaves – Timothy Cole

YouTube Journey, Academy & Tips

I wrote this blog post in 2019 and thought I would post it here. There have been some changes to my YouTube account since I have written this blog post but most of what I have written about still applies today. Today I am focusing on YouTube’s new “shorts” format but I will go into that in another post.

I’ve been uploading clips to my YouTube account since its inception in 2005. In the beginning, I didn’t think much of it other than a place to store and share my videos as back then, one had to upload a video to their own server to share it – and what a huge pain in the ass that was. It was a cumbersome process and not convenient in the slightest. YouTube’s arrival was a huge relief for multimedia producers like myself. So, I uploaded a variety of clips from stand alone candid clips to short composed videos. To date, I have obtained a 92% like rate on 4,692,855 views (6,193,022 in 2023) on my clips – not too shabby for someone who neglected their account for several years. Early on, one of my videos got picked up by the Ellen Degeneres Show and several other clips were discovered and licensed by TV shows. But more than that, it’s been a place where interesting conversations have unfolded in the most unexpected way, and it is why I am returning to it today.

In 2016, I completed my MA research analyzing YouTube comments of one of my popular videos where I learned that videos positive in nature (with a genuine surprise element) are most liked, shared and have higher chances of going viral than negative ones. By todays standard (2019), the video is viral (4 million views and climbing over 12 years – 5.5 million in 2023) but in most recent years, more videos have gained momentum more quickly than they did back in the day – due to the platforms massive growing viewership. And so my one clip (of an orca and a dog interacting) continues to climb in views, likes, shares and comments, and it was here where I did my research. I have a few other clips that are doing well but are not viral in the same sense of the first one. A couple of years have passed since doing my Masters and this year I have seriously aligned my attention with the YouTube platform for the first time.

For many years, I ignored my YouTube account completely. What I mean is that I purposely didn’t look at it. Why? Due to an anxiety condition to be honest. Sounds silly right? Well, my one viral video was connected to a bigger story in my life – that of a famous orca named Luna, who I worked with in 2003. The story became world famous and was highly contentious. Because I had been involved, I got stuck right in the middle of it all and it caused me quite a bit of stress. Quite frankly, I didn’t want to look at any of it. Back then the Internet was not as rampant with lynch mobbing and cyber attacks. Today, cyber bullying has caused people to commit suicide and the problem seems to be only getting worse. One just has to do a quick search on the topic to find the pages of evidence. It has become a very concerning situation. And as for me? I didn’t want to see the growing attention of my video(s) but I intuitively knew to leave my work up and that maybe one day I’ll come around.

Over the years I continued to feed the machine as to speak, but not spending too much time on my channel – so upload and ignore. I did add titles and keywords but they were minimal at best, but again back in the day, YouTube wasn’t a viral platform as it has become today. Other than looking at other unrelated content (which I did much of), I ignored my own. That is until now. It is now 2019 and it’s a new year. 2018 was a rough year where I faced some big health obstacles (requiring a couple of hospitalizations; surgeries and organs removed) and with that behind me, my anxieties have dimmed. This has given me a new opportunity to look into things that I had previously ignored or forgotten about. For instance, I used to be an experimental (16mm) filmmaker back in the 90’s and I loved it. My work was screened in festivals, on TV and I was even given an award by the Victoria Film Festival. Enter the 2000’s, and I swapped my passion for filmmaking with that of creating websites – especially with Flash. I got sucked down the Internet rabbit hole and really never came back to filmmaking again. Although after that, I spent a lot of time documenting through video, and that’s where my YouTube channel comes into existence.

I am now revisiting the idea of video making with a new born interest in YouTube. Once better, I decided I would invest in a vlogging microphone that attached to my iPhone and continue to explore with video making. Back when I started out, we used huge clunky 16mm film and (various format) video cameras. It was a very heavy experience but we pulled it off. Today, we have film making machines in the palm of our hands, how convenient is that! I can no longer resist, and so I am returning to these roots. But before I get in too deep, I feel compelled to truly understand YouTube and all of its super powers so that I can truly harness it. In recent years, people have made a living from their YouTube channels and have even become world famous. I am not in this for fame but I would love nothing more than to make it a profession on some level and also help other people with their YouTube endeavours. There is no better way to do this than to study with the YouTube Academy and it’s probably the best thing I have done since doing my Masters.

I have just completed 7 core courses over the past month, and applied my learning in realtime – transforming my dormant account into a living and breathing reflection of myself. I have spent countless hours revising the metadata on 296 videos (and still am repairing videos) which includes correcting titles to reflect better analytic search results, beefing up keywords and creating custom thumbnails for each and every video (a very labour intensive task). I am not finished however I have revised my most viewed videos and am working backwards so that I may breath life into those videos that have been forgotten about. I am fishing clips out of my archive to build new found themes and stories for viewers through my playlists and sections.

As a result, I have become a YouTube analytics junkie – kind of ironic knowing where I started. It really is a worthwhile place to spend some time in order to fully understand where your account is at and how to grow it. I will continue to learn through the Academy as there are more courses I’d like to take but they take some time. I do not recommend flying through them, rather learning with realtime content and applying each and every exercise given, as it helps to transform and build your channel in the best possible way.

To date here are the courses I have completed:

  • After your shoot
  • Before your shoot
  • Building a Global Channel
  • Copyright on YouTube
  • During your shoot
  • Earn money with ads on Youtube
  • Get discovered
  • Get insights with YouTube Analytics
  • Grow your community
  • Hook them with your channel trailer
  • Live streaming on YouTube
  • Platform overview
  • The quickstart guide to YouTube

I will continue to work my way through other courses but I started with the ones I felt were most useful in helping me to get a grip of my current channel and the pile of content I have dumped there. This is also helping me to make decisions on how to direct my future content, by examining my audience through analytics. There is a kind of science involved in this.

With all this said, I feel confident in declaring myself as a YouTube specialist. I will continue to grow this endeavour mindfully with my attention invested on past and future content. I am also capable of helping others with their YouTube endeavours. I now fully understand some of the key components of getting a YouTube channel seen and growing. I have observed many accounts fed with current content but with little to no views. If they just took a few extra steps in shaping their content and channels – it’s best to do it as you go along, as going back over a large volume of content will be time consuming and back breaking. This is why I am undertaking this on a part time schedule. My poor tail bone just cannot take the number of hours required to repair my own channel. Ultimately, all of this has given me the knowledge and experience and can understand how to marry the content with the analytical side of the data. Together with my graphic design skills, I can experiment and transform my content to see what works best.

YouTube Academy is 100% worth the time and energy if you are serious about your YouTube channel. If you don’t have the time and the energy but need assistance for your channel, then you can get in touch with me. There are some critical keys that users need to consider with their channel or it’s really not worth the time at all. I can’t stress this enough; understanding the meta data and analytical side is the most critical to getting this right. I’m constantly amazed at how YouTube continues to grow into what I think is the most powerful platform on the Internet and it promotes a place of creativity, independence and excitement. There is also a reward in all of this, getting paid. Although getting paid is a huge benefit in running a channel, it shouldn’t be what brought you there to begin with. It starts with your passion and if you’re really tied into it, then the rest will follow. As someone who has had a monetized account for several years now and didn’t care about it, I know this first hand. In order to become monetized you need to meet certain criteria first and it’s become harder as of recently. So ultimately it’s really best that you’re driven by your passion and not the money. As YouTube emphasizes over and over in their courses, just keep at it!

My tips for starting out:

  1. Understand your niche(s)
  2. Come up with a branding
  3. Create videos you are passionate about and be yourself
  4. Don’t produce offensive content (stick to community guidelines)
  5. Use proper meta data (titles, keywords, descriptions & thumbnails)
  6. Don’t mislead or spam viewers (including in meta data)
  7. Engage your viewers & ask them to subscribe
  8. Create an upload schedule, let your viewers know about it and stick to it
  9. Understand analytics and utilize it to steer your channel
  10. Use tools such as cards, playlists and sections to group content

Please subscribe to my YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5Pjhkm5EbwMN7hFjDQfGMA
Check out YouTube Academy here: https://creatoracademy.youtube.com/page/education